2007–5/4/2008
Incomplete study of movie theatre floor – 7
Chicago – 10-23
the poetry barn booklight – 11
My symbol (EBI) photo – 27, 35, 59
Oregon – 24-30
Hotel room – 31
YCEFOTB – 37
“Eccentric” re: clothes – 38
Poems – 42, 43, 60
Sleeping at Seths – 45
SF + JE – 46, 56
My favourite bad self portrait – 50
Late Moon Records – 54
TMROA11YO – 58
Code – 61
Uncle Rob – 64
Corporate Hierarchy – 66
LEGO Indiana Jones – 67
Baja – 70 – 75
A short dark story – 72
“This is not real life this is my life” – 77
5/4/2008–2/27/2009
My plan – 1
Pretend house content – 5
Mr. Glass – 6
SPCC – 8 Xavier – 9, 11
Homer Ethnograph – 14
Bathtub Curve (Dad) – 16
Pencil Diagram – 17
Zachary Smith inv. – 19
Road trip Log – 21 – 22, 41-42
Groupies – 27
Colour v. B&W – 29
New Orleans – 32 – ? 35
Censored Teenage Document – 34
Uncensored Teenage Document – 35
Epcot Stamps – 38 – 40
A page for price tags – 44
Evidence I started on coffee – 45, 46
Sheridan – 48
A Spotters guide to hats – 49-51
Hanna Drawings – 56
Drawing of watch (later burgled) – 57
Good drawing of hat – 59
Letter on “Difference” – 63-64
Neat Names – 66
The platonic ideal door – 69
Rob’t traveller – 72
Italian restaurant – 73-74
2/27/2009 – 4/7/2011
Melvin (Bowler) – 6
Complaint abt. Mom – 10
Legopolis Diagram – 12
European Aspirations – 14
RV Diagram – 18
A dream I later achieved – 19-20
The tech of DRZS – 24
HMZ Peregrination – 28
Electric mail Spiders – 31
The changing of the set – 34
When my stuff was stolen in Albuquerque – 35-36
Grand Canyon – 37-38
DRZS v. His mom – 40
Purse Construction – 47
Cartoon of how mom never stops talking – 48
mac x Robots – 50-51
Colour-sucking top hat – 54
Aboritorium – 56-57
DRZ’s hat closet – 57
Hats: a spotters guide – 58
Fedora the opera – 59
“High Class” sign idea – 61-62
Beat Grammie at scrabble – 63
ms. Genies leaf – 63
The gallery – 66-67
From T. Pratchett to Doctor Who – 69
God asks man for help – 70
Story of echo – 71
Public record player – 73
Ray gun – 75
Herringbone —77
Small comic objects – 79
Mamiya – 81
4/7/2011 – 8/26/2014
Curly brackets – 4
Record review – 6
Palmer doc prep – 7-14
Christmas trees – 19, 21
Christmas cards – 23-24
Cabinet of jars – 26
Italian phrase book – 27-30
Italy – 32-43
Meat judge – 40
Hat logo tests – 47
A mountain lake – 48
Morse code – 49-50
Icons – 51
Cold open – 60
Mormon ‘temple’ – 63
Minimal art cf. cy twombly – 67
Vintage title fade – 75
Zeppelin pin – 85
#RealLifeTweets -- 98
Vlog Ideas – 107-114, 154
EBI promotional video – 108-109
Alien conditioning – 112
Trying to invent a “with” mark – 113
Vlog: whats Alaska like – 114
Tardigrade project – 120, 121
Things that are a trick – 123
“Award Winning” – 124
Why supermarket lights suck – 125
Cool words – 127
Small town pro/con – 129
How to photography – 17, 51, 53-56, 58, 61-62, 64, 66, 68, 70-74,76-107
“I’m alright” song – 130
Robot in love – 133
Jeeves gets a gf (ZS, alien to normalcy) – 137-139
Mom left & scared me (when I made gnocchi) – 141
New “oof” word (var. on oof) – 142
Truth & clarity – 144
Thors friend – 147
Darjeeling – 149
Bill Murray – 150
Long winters – 153
Spooky creature – 156
App. To evergreen – 160
Tall dark stranger – 162
Anime guy & golem – 163
Unaccustomed to empath – 167
Good Totoro – 170
Relatab – 170
Vlog comment montage – 170
Spiderwick style faeries – 176-180
Ghost who hides in the shower – 181
Jacobs museum of the mundane – 187
No parents party – 188
26/Jan/2014 – 16/Feb/2015
Sunnies – 2
Day 3 of being an adult – 7
Witchsona – 9-10
Things faeries are behind – 12
Comfort zone x Annabelle – 17, 18
Ham v. Nye – 21-22
List of evergreen friends – 28
Glasses – 31
Band names – 31, 33
Chamberlain slept – 39
Nature of soul – 42
Coffee or disappear – 43
Leader blood – 44
Virginity – 47
Drawing of classroom – 52
Noonan – 65
First party – 67
The bird investigation (Reece) – 68
First drink – 70
Notes to a lover (r. Flag) – 71-72
Hazel – 42, 44, 46, 47, 54, 55-56, 59, 64, 66, 71-72, 79, 81, 84, 93-94, 103-104, 108, 109, 112, 123, 124, 134, 135, 147, 183-187
To ms genie – 74
The moon out in the day – 79
First said ILU – 81
Floral skull dress – 86
Names from eh train station – 87-88
Short story —89
Good phrases – 98
Top crimes – 100
René who hates me – 96, 101, 102
Overt “depression” – 104
Problems with mom – 105, 106
25 April – 107
Investigation of Sarcasm – 109
First solo car trip – 111
Shower ghost story – 111
Half half & half – 114
Harrison – 116
Self harm – 117
World marble – 120
Ghost in a hat – 122, 124-129
Roommate problems – 130
Approx suicidal —132
No-one appreciates me – 136
Everyones dad – 140-142
+1 Markl – 143
Markl hurt ? – 146
Jealous dream – 147
The ring (Irish) – 150-151
Train stories – 152-153
You eat enough bananas – 163
Local Poet La Fontaine – 167
East Africa – 173
Amjad Grindcore – 177
Drawing of red square – 180
Bad argument lost voice – 187-188
17/feb/2015 – 20/oct/2015
Paradox of relaxation – 3
Hazels court date – 11-12
On dream for future – 21
Logan’s car – 23
Play Robert was in – 24
How should I change my life – 25-26
Summer drawings – 29
Coffee makers – 32
Wyatt cat – 36
DRZS book – 39-40
Haircuts pyramidion – 49
Student film festival – 51-53
Notes on Mark P. – 58, 60, 141, 144
Markl’s leg – 66-68
“I like Trains” – 71
Starbucks wife – 74
Insulted Jonah – 80
Cool name for a book – 81
One flower – 83
Video ideas – 85
Mocking Jonah – 87
A drawing Jonah did – 88
Self harm – 92, 154, 170
Coach matchbox – 96
Java ocean café – 97
6yo quote – 102
The fair – 107-108
Photojournalist shots – 113
Wtf, ftw etc., (var. on wtf) – 117
Ⓗ vlogging tips – 124, 126
Moms moms mom – 135
Mr good attitude man – 140
Football theory – 141
John cage – 148
Mediaworks thumbnail – 149-150
Paranoia – 152
Standby
sea-sfo (iTunes man) – 54-56
sfo-sea – 61-63
Dreams – 72, 164, 170
Trauma – 154
At land – 155
Movies Ⓗ likes – 156
Dialectics – 162
Drum circle – 169-170
Mom/phone – 171
Parties are not fun – 173
Gay drunk girl I helped – 174
Ⓗ ashamed of my virginity – 176
Metropolis – 177-185
Old new thoughts – 186
Meaning – 187
Truth claim – 190
20/oct/2015 – 1/jan/2016
Panic over Ⓗ & animation – 4
Alienation – 6
Affirmation – 7
Screenings found – 10-15
Fucking shark – 16
Halloween – 24, 25
Self harm – 25
Seminar thumbnails – 30
Brother from another planet – 35-37
Exegetical text – 41-42
Oly film fest – 46-50
King kong – 51-55
Things for Luke – 63, 70-71
Song: obscurantists – 65-66
Sleeping at Mark P. – 74
Broke Mark’s window – 77-78
SA foreshadowing – 79
Rear window – 92-93
Evergreen bowties —95
Kenneth anger – 102-106
Adriel – 107
Toxic dishwashing environment – 115
Film strips – 116-117
Fall final screenings – 124-131
Ⓗ family – 80
The POM accord – 138
Mystery flower – 139
Firement & cops – 141
Problems I have w/ Ⓗ —143
Long johns – 145
“Make us false” – 148
Karly – 152
Mechanical concussion ? – 155
Problems w/ my mom – 155-156
C3po – 165, 163
Christmas – 168-170
Panic nap – 171
Boon Johnson Leblanc – 173
Self-hatred 174-178
Relatability – 183
Dream – 17
Psychologist – 26, 63, 108-109, 134
Ideas – 71
1/jan/2016 – 27/feb/2016
Drawing of sem 2 – 3
Transference v. Transformation – 7
Dopped pencil in J. Toilet – 18
Loudest fabrics – 29
Long take screenings – 34-38
Little redheaded girl – 43
Betsy the bus driver – 53
Ray (80) – 54
Portland – 59
Remix screenings – 71-75
I hate Harrison – 80
Handwriting, diary – 81
PA in a small town ? – 88
important film notes – 94-95
Crazy & mean thoughts – 96
Routine – 97
OCD – 105-106
Tessa Violet – 111-112
Installation art – 116
SACI – 124
Educate the dominant – 138
Camera drawings – 145
On critique – 148
Psych – 15, 19-20, 33, 70, 142, 183
“Freaked Out” – 22, 185
Dream – 85
Evergreen film fest – 163-166
Library lobby – 170
Drememovison screening – 172-178
Ambivalence – 181
Desk drawing – 186
WA living room – 188
27/feb/2016 – 10/may/2016
Lack of hair trust – 10
Screening – 13-18
Einstein Bros drawing – 21
Screening – 24-31
Therapy – 32-33
Group – 38
Kadazia ⭑ – 42
Let me sleep – 45
Homeschool x Pokemon – 48
Dream (future) – 53
Bobcat v. Lynx – 63-65
Forgive your self – 69-70
On CSRR – 71
Spec “Film Festival” – 74-78
Emerson ‘Compensation’ – 87
On media works – 90
Donna Haraway – 92-95, 121-122
Stop apologizing for Social Media – 99-100
Disc – 105-106, 145
The classroom – 113
Paper tiger TV – 118-120
Self harm, twerk – 126-127
Therapy – 127
5 wild fuck bois – 130-131
Sleep dealer – 135-139
2 critiques – 140-143
Called out – 141
Bus drawing – 144
3 critiques – 147-151
Bus noses – 153
Anxiety around birthday – 155-157
O Nosso Amor – 164
Spelling bee play – 165-167
“This all makes sense” – 169
Trees! – 171
Sir Francis Rottenfoot Sr. – 173
Jonah’s salty on my films – 181
10/may/2016 – 4/jul/2016
Personal work – 5
Disc directing postmortem – 12
Disc critique – 18-19
I feel like – 23-24
The privilege of “Hyper-Locality” – 24
Deleted FB – 29
Sit down & produce – 30
Package man 4am – 31, 32
Daughters of the dust – 36-38
Disc critique – 44
Discussion w/ self on racism – 47-48
Baby projects – 54
Disc illus. – 56
Fever dream – 58
Pink – 61-62
Antifa – 71
Board w/ 2 options (story) – 74
Co-op culture – 77-78
No-ones best friend – 86
Notebook hacks – 89-90
Bus happenings – 96
Unscrew ll your lightbulbs lyrics – 97
Pin ideas – 100
Camera announcements from strangers – 103
Holster -109
Cracker Jack dystopia – 110
Aberdeen – 112
These change room camps – 120
Barnacle timber town – 132
SPSCC spring showcase – 133-138
Radio ideas —142
US bureau of facts – 164
Sub pop @ KAOS – 168
Bike story – 171-172
Caveat – 174
Lifes funny – 175
Irish cosmology – 179
Irish ditch (cougars) – 182
Feelings, geek quote – 183
Japanese garden German dad – 184
4/jul/2016 – 28/aug/2016
Radio description exercise – 2
GF dinner – 7
“Watch your head” – 13
Pokémon go – 18
The fateful diary discourse – 14
“Jake you’re like…” – 40-41
Strange things – 42
She wants me to sit next to her – 44
Irish (cat) – 54
Conadam – 59
Today’s mistakes – 62, 68
Bus 666 – 66
Urinals are designed (Houston d2) – 78
Coexist dip – 85
Colombia – 87-116
The sunburn – 95
Things you can buy at the beach – 100-101
Cute girl at the front desk – 107
Self harm – 117
Good phrases – 120-121
Newark TSA – 122-123
Decided to always carry passport – 136
The seventh seal – 137-140
@ Hanna, annoyance tolerances – 145
Honorary council – 149
Natalia poisons Ⓗ – 160
Plums – 168
Rush-in dumplings – 169
Susan Kravit— 170-172
Proverbs on good deeds – 174
Portland film co. – 175
David burke on Russia – 184
28/aug/2016 – 31/oct/2016
Chopsticks – 8
Ways I should change – 9-10
Blues clues as formative – 13
Existentialism airlines – 14-20
Names – 22-23
Modern IT politics – 42-45
P. Repubblica drawing – 54
Survival Italian 56-58
Feeling leery – 62
Dumpster map – 65
Vacuuming the moon – 66, 114-115
Helen Clues – 70, 152
Josh quotes – 71, 82, 92
Laura of the Ponte Vecchio – 72
Good Daniel burn – 83
Truth in jest – 90-91
Don’t really want to go out – 96
Louis Vuitton backpack – 113
7 chilean carabinieri – 121
J&D dont like me – 127
Odeon film fest (Kiersten) – 131-133
Ideal – 140
Film night, stealing beauty – 143-147
Like friends – 150
Bryn – 150, 152-153
Ariel posh yells at me – 155
Things Never to do again – 156
Too loud – 165-167
Josh’s philosophy – 170
Brux police – 176
Magritte museum – 178-182
Red light district – 188
31/oct/2016 – 3/jan/2017
Momo – 1-5
Hergé – 10-15
The cement block trial – 18
Design sheister – 24
Packing for a 3-day trip – 26
Venice landscape of the burial island – 37
Punicello – 43
Ⓗ is dead to me – 43
Watercolor cup – 46
Mayday club (Jenna) – 49-51
Floridian landsape – 55
Sins – 60
Work for ease – 65
Caitlin – 70-72, 81-82, 89
Mystery symbols – 73
Jane – 85
Rogue one – 93-95
Tiny philosophies – 97, 111
To dad – 101
Freaking out buying the tree – 103-106
Keep walking – 110
Ⓗ on dark trains – 118
The relax area – 121
Make a meditative practice – 123
Exceptionally true – 126
Helen Watterson – 74-76
A note Hanna left – 132
Mysterious construction – 134
Why no Reece – 135
The vast gulf of ‘Fancy’ – 141
Shellfish, earlism – 142
“You’re Gonna Lose Her” – 146
Mom is gonna fight god – 148
Galileo museo – 149-157
Half a Kit Kat – 161
Nye con Hanna – 167
Themes – 174
Turin – 175-186
Museo Egizio – 179-183
3/jan/2017 – 28/feb/2017
Family – 1-16
bill dies – 5
Helpful Italian phrases
spronza – 9
Weight x movement – 11
AUX SCHOOL NOTES
Ravenna – 13-22
s. Miniato – 28-29
pisa, lucca – 29-34
duomo – 36-39
opera dell duomo – 60-63
santa croce – 76-80
class – 87-95
Sienna – 97-101
Santa Maria novella – 108-111
Davanzati palace – 114-116
Orsanmichele – 132-137
medici chapel – 143-144
“Did You Meet Up” – 145
venice – 150-155
Peach fuzz – 156
Film notes – 58-59, 72-73, 82, 102, 141-142, 160-161
Travel story
Amsterdam – 163-186
Kirby – 24, 96-97, 110, 112, 121, 123, 133, 138, 140, 142, 145-147, 157-159, 162-178
Advice from John Taylor – 26, 67, 141, 147
Poems— 124-132
Kinds of dads – 45
Divina Testa – 107
Jazz club – 73-75, 148-149
Notes from a boring person – 155ª
Diabolical fascists – 155ᵇ
Kami’s aura – 64
Rausseau & brecht – 129
“What is Art” – 107
NAM’s pickle – 118
How to be a better mixer – 148
The not nice man from nice – 163
28/Feb/2017 – 11/Apr/2017
Berlin postmortem – 20-26, 50-54
Film notes aux
tiger & the snow – 33-35
io non ho paura – 91-95
down by law – 88-90
Field trip notes aux
Arezzo – 60-66
assisi – 67-75
Urbino – 75-83
pompei – 105-115
bologna —175
Kirby at five years old – 138
Helen (clues) 71, 149, 170
Kirby writing sample – 135
“Jake & Kirby” – 126-128, 139-142, 145
Poems
sinking ship – 39
I will become the sun – 59
Dantes hell – 41
C. Maratina post motem – 129-130
7 virtues – 169
Guelph & ghibelline – 179
Cheese production riff – 113
Benjamin on art – 169
11/Apr/2017 – 6/Jun/2017
K likes – 39, 33
Dream – 41-43, 56, 78
NATO phonetic alphabet – 57
Max phone phrases – 73
Top secret note ( K ) – 111, 145
Mucha’s boobs v. K’s – 90
Things to never say again – 102
Secret mystery page – ?
Regular mystery page – 99
Geographically
florence – 1-24, 28-31, 41-50, 53-63, 72-74, 81-84, 149-165
bologna – 32-40, 63-72
lucca – 25-28
padua – 51-52
siena – 75-80
pistoia – 85
Prague – 86-106
Paris – 107-135
rome – 136-148, 166-169
New York City – 170-187
seattle – 182-183
palmer – 179-end
European cartoon char. – 94-95
Art – 142
6/Jun/2017 – 29/Jul/17
Principle complaints on return to USA – 43
Reece et al. – 45-47
Soft boy band names – 60
Poems – 17, 35, 59, 81-82
Passive agressive phrases – 21
Minimalist art – 72
Canadian film cities oft forgot – 135
Good morning text workshop – 138
On dealing with mom – 163
Menial – 125-128
The lonely sailor – 83, 86-87, 81-82
Conservatively dressed – 89
Dream – 56-57, 103, 117-118
29/Jul/2017 – 04/Nov/2017
Questions for texas – 7
Rothko – 11
Memory of being shut down – 16-17
On interruption – 5-6
Poem – 21
Philosophy – 31-32
Kirby beer – 46
Check Ikea – 65
Rebecca recommends – 107
Kirby dislikes – 122
Cathy comic – 143
Spooky man – 49
Penzance – 54-55
Natl. gallery of art – 114-116
K break up post – 126-130, 133
Blade runner w/ dad – 138140
How to be a man – 24
Book names – 155
Litmus test for film bros – 161
Amys newspaper – 172
Why I write – 182
How to watch a movie – 81
Clutter – 74-75
Dreams – 27, 62-63, 177-178
4/Nov/2017 – 29/Jan/2018
Phx security disparity – 10
The girl on the subway (an apology) – 16-17
IOU – 11
To white boys – 6
Up before the garbage truck – 9
Outfit complements – 12, 18
MOCA – 13
LACMA – 19-20
Sword guy – 31
On diaries – 32-35
Bryn drew me – 38
Gamble house – 41-42
Bryns romance – 43-45
Woof & wilde – 46-47
In a world where – 50
Gold repair – 70
Ladybird – 90-97
On playing the villain – 88-90
Poem – found family – 58-59
2018— 132
The barbie story – 133 – 138
This weeks clouds – 64
My gender – 69
To artist – 71
Films I can make in AZ – 73-78
Constantly forward – 108
Dreams – 60, 85-88 165-166
I saw daddy kissing Santa Claus – 110
Study abroad pro-con – 114
Presentations – 160
“Inventor” – 155-156
Values – 148, 55
pod. Master – 163
Short list of words to taper out – 157
Business card slogans – 178
29/jan/18 07/may/18
street view – 4
Names – 11
feb to-do – 9
Croitre – 16
Translation of academia – 30-31
Heather time clock – 58
Heather time clock 2 – 78
Rebuttal at the pantheon – 83
Heather time clock 3 – 84
Trans link – 67-70
Pizza memory (hawaiian) – 59, 62-66
Ammit – 117-119
The last time I saw you – 93-94
Diary – Christina – 1-3
Diary – journal video – 6-8
The death of STC – 12, 21, 60
A glass darkly – 18-19
Eyebrows – 20
Yelled at – 21-22
Pyramid scheme – 26
Yonaga – 28
Tampopo – 32
Getting started – 36
Diary- what is bothering me – 37-38
Feel as a phony – 40-41
Music to fuck to (joke) – 44
GMC ad – 46-47
Anx. rob is on the spot – 49
Podcast topics – 53
Taliesin west – 56-57
Op-1 drama – 61-62
Zelda transphobia – 67-70
S. Amer restaurant – 72
Taking out insecure – 73
Im not that horny – 75
Isle of dogs – 76-77
Ready player one – 81-83
Rebuttal of the pantheon – 83
Fleet foxes – 99
Memory – dick – 100-103
So happy – 105
Latimes comic fest – 106-109
D R O F – 112
Sweaty secret – 113
Straight disguise – 116
07/may/2018 – 22/aug/2018
Piss – 2-6
Barricade – 12-17
Someplace else (nc) – 28-48
Storis icebreaker (story from Grammie) – 28-48
Bust a sneaky left – 50
Scared of waitresses – 52
Incredibles 2 – 55-59
Im an über? – 64
Oceans 8 – 64-66
Ant man 2 – 67
Jacksonspire twins – 69-70
Indy prince – 72
Sorry to bother you – 74-79
Mamma mia 2 – 86-88
List of immortality – 98
Girl ! Jake— 109
22/aug/2018 – 13/nov/2018
Fake cities – 21
Eggs Benedict rating system – 31
Vodka grapefruit – 3
Dumb as hell – 6
Blackklansman – 7
Diary entry, eureka – 10-14
NxNW – 14-17
Spencer x dust – 19
BTS – 23-27
Maria Bamford – 25
Fake name – 17
First pool fill stats – 48
Cutlass – 51
Eggs Benedict – 31
Goofy named politicians – 45
J. Tati – 71
Pasadena (October) – 75
Thinking abotu toast (diary) – 77-81
Women who are not the same – 84
Thinking about Rebeccas one-shot – 85-87
Emily Clenard – 91-94
Two museums – 96
Ukelele – 97
Your name – 95—111
Polaroid – 99
Goof-shaped – 103
Its a Jake (exibo) – 106-107
On blank pages – 108
A little bit of scholarship – 112
Dream – 113
Why mom cried about the pool – 118
Poem, at night – 65-66
13/nov/2018 – 05/feb/2019
My cup – 19
All around the world – 20-21
The favourite – 38-46
Shoplifters – 49-55
If Beale st could talk – 56-61
Roma – 62-73
Mortal engines – 74-75
The spiders-men – 76-77
Mary Poppins returns – 79-80
Rules for cinema – 78
Mom goes to the ER – 82
Amoxycillin – 83
Subtweet (podcasters) – 84
Government computer – 86-87
Do the edges first (clothes) – 88
Grow up, goths – 91
Lyric ideas at sea – 90
Humdinger – 107
At dawn ruins – 118
05/feb/2019 – 23/jul/2019
Ring sizes – 38
Collaborative artwork b/t Jake & Bryn
Urinals – 6
Golem / twitter 1/2 – 15
How to train your dragon 3 – 16
Twins (Natalie portman – 16
Ella Ritts – 17
POW-MIA – 17
Adults – 18
The hobbit – 21-24
Your friends have been to AK – 22
Captain marvel – 26
“Wanda” – 27-29
First reformed – 30-32
On safety pins (diary – 33-36
Indigo prince’s film shoot – 39
Clean level surfaces of sanitary formica – 40-45
Haircut – 46-48
Homophobic firefighter – 49
Mr. sandman – 51
Pasadena – 53-63
thir – 52
Collaborative art – 56-57
PS & QS – 60
Methodist church – 67
Oct —69
TV Concert A – 70
Grey gardens – 71-72
Weird bad day – 75-77
John wick 3 – 79-80
Nightmare – 81-82
Booksmart – 86-88
Science center mummies – 89-91
Pride – 92-93
Bamboo nightmare – 96-104
Bryn, Bex & Hansen – 107-113
23/jul/2019 – 18/dec/2019
“Navy” Diary – 1-2
Films from Corbin – 4
Affectation – 5
Melisa the Barber – 8
Asking for help is a personal failing – 9
hit the head – 10
hansen quote – 11
Nightmare – 12-13
Sherlock Holmes (2009) – 13-14
Young Indy Chronicles – 15-16
Pretension – 17
Poem: Watch Out – 19
Wrong number of fingers – 20-21
Amazon’s “Carnival Row” – 21-23
Pixie’s Whisker – 25
Cloud Atlas – 26-29
Mirrormask – 30-33
Diary: Trouble Sleeping – 34-39
Young Men who don’t go to school – 40
Harold & Maude – 40-41
Every generation’s Forrest Gump – 42
Kids Have Podcasts – 42
Poems about secrets – 43
Gender – 44
Why doesn’t hanna like me 45-47
Zit – 48
Ways I’m like a religious person – 49
Disenchantment – 50-51
Diary: D20 – 52-54
Drawings of SkullZ – 55-57
The ASS Chaser – 58
Guard Yourn Name – 58
Past/Passed – 61
Manchurian candidate – 62
Spook person – 64-65
Bugle Bug – 66
Solitaire – 67
Indy’s Play – 68-69
The Lighthouse – 70-82
Taliesin West, Tina C. – 82-86
Free hot dog – 90-92
Knives out / Mind worms – 95-99
Titan II / Copper mine – 100-104
The findings of the court of Birthdays – 111
Method acting – 120
The theft of blue sweater #2 – 107-120
High life – 121
18/dec/2019 – 04/mar/2020
Star Wars: The Rise Of Skywalker – 4-8
Oncle Yanco – 9-10
Grammie – 11-32
Tokyo Story – 11-12
Family History, Harold DeVoe – 13-14
Echoes in the Valley – 19-22
New year – 25
Harold Dibble, heat rain – 28
Cabin Journal, fire injury – 30
Grammie’s ancestral cabin – 31
Soylent green – 32-35
The missing link – 36-37
Great Gibson Guitar Giveaway – 38
The Friends of Eddie Coyle – 40-41
Desperately seeking susan – 4142
Birth control nightmare – 42-43
Killing of a scared deer – 43-46
Panique!, La Tête du homme, magnet of doom – 46-51
Buckaroo bonzai – 51-52
Blow out – 52-53
Little women – 54-56
Uncut gems – 56-58
Once upon a time in hollywood – 58-61
The last black man in San Francisco – 62-63
The art of self defense – 64-65
Parasite – 65-69
Midsommar – 69-72
Marriage story – 72-73
Klaus / I lost my body – 73-75
The two popes / American factory – 75-79
Honeyland – 79-82
The edge of democracy – 82
Pain & Glory (pasadena) – 83-87
Sleeping on Bryns couch —87-88
Rebecca argued me into a job – 88-89
1917 – 90-91
“Geek” – 91
Reflections on staying w/ Bryn & Bex – 92-93
Cool rock S. Clemente – 94
Live action Shorts – 94-98
Diary: vials, rock – 98-100
The Swimmer – 100-102
Doc short films – 103-107
Animated short films – 107-110
Alfred Molina – 110
Poem for spiders – 111
The water lilies – 112-113
Stranger by the lake – 114
Good Blue, Favourite – 115
Jason & the Argonauts – 115-116
On naming a ship – 116
Frances Ha – 117-118
Harkins 121-123
04/Mar/2020 – 25/May/2021
Notes on first day of work – 2-3
First flight, stearman – 4
Portrait of a lady on fire – 6-9, 10
Jo-ann bathroom – 12
Pandemic / homeschooled – 13
Fringe – 15-16
The Empire fell into (decadence) – 16
Swimming (6 laps) – 19
I, Claudius – 19,21
Entrapta – 24
People I trust & people I don’t – 25
Ariel / Parallel evolution – 26
‘Dock Run’ postmortem – 27-28
Frasier – 26, 28
Swimming – 30, 32
Dad’s heart attack – 30-32, 40
The young man w/ the unlikely name – 34
M. Temkin – 35
Stayed up (all night) w/ Sasha, postmortem – 35-37
What people always want (conversation) – 39
The four kinds of man – 42
Tarantino is a humanist – 45
Umbrella Academy s2 – 46-48
Diary: Abolish ICE – 49-53
Diary: 18/Sep/22, triggered, no one’s ever been mean to H – 54-56
Replaced the feet on the typewriter – 56-57
Hanna’s boyfriend Drew – 58-61, 62
Narrator based dialectical ontology – Inset page 63
Cadfael, dream – 64-66
Tiktok drafts – 67-68. 69
Feeling like Mark P. – 69-71
Nick miller tiktok woman – 72
Constructed artwork – 73
New girl – 77
File card / tiktok fame / Seth reached out – 75-76
Was anyone going to tell me X – 76
Bryn & Rebecca broke up (with me) – 77-79
Sewed Jacob into my shirts – 78
Annoyed by school kid nostalgia – inert 79, 79
Yoda Starfighter is a tie – 79
Artist statement drafts – 80-82
C-3PO gay – 82
Space boat people (planes) – 83
Too famous, Hanna’s gone, Sasha’s new name – 83-84
Ghost of the canterville – 84-86
Fran liebowitz – 87
Encoding tiktok research – 88
Queer as in ill fitting (C3PO) – 89
Finding St. Jerome – 89
Rush Limbaugh – 90
Super straight – 90-93
Covid Shot – 91,92
Han Solo misogyny – 92-93
Lolita podcast – 93, 94
⌞ Jeremy Irons – 95
Mom got stung by a bee for the first time ever? – 96
On giving up on masculinity – 98
White supremacy just b/c you’re not beating ≠ not beaten – 99
25/May/2021 – 28/Mar/2022
Bartlesville – 1-2
Derby KS – 3-4
“Going to Palmer” – 5-7
B&R engaged – 8
Lost pen (Luke visits) – 11
Antique books – 12
Bo Burnham hollywood round table – 12-13
Mansplaining – 14
Clone wars in French – 16-17
Bo Bunham 101 – 17
The green knight – 19-24
Helped I. Prince move – 24-25
Freaked out about soap – 24-25
Humans / Twileks !? – 31
Saw Gererra / Cis intervention – 32
Editign the broke – 33-34
“The most popular movie I’ve never seen” – 35
Mansplain media (theory) – 37-38
Bimboissance / mom & dad decide we’re moving – 39-41
Star wars / cat fight – 42-43
Inside Job – 45
DUNE – 46-48
Big soy naturals knows who I am – 49-50
Tessa Violet tempe – 51-52
The French dispatch – 54-56
M & J O-C – 57-59
Audiobook – 60
X-Wing capacity – 61-63
Disney adults / dissolution fo walking – 63-64
Kill the hipster in your heart – 65-66
Spider man: no way home – 66-68
AOTC – 68-69
I am the clipper keeper – 70
Queering Audio – 71-72
New Years eve, I have covid – 72-73
Macbeth – 74
Licorice pizza – 74, 78
Diary: S. Haircut – 78-82
Diary: Metro – 82-83
Nightmare alley – 84-86
Parking garage – 87-89
Ellsworth kelly – 90
Previous ring – 93
Neighborhood filming – 94-95
Lost pen: kaweco #1 – 94
Kaweco #2 – 95
Found k#1 – 97
Talismans v. Commodities – 97,99
Phone call w/ grammie – 98
Diary: desk shelves – 100-102
Pick two (movies) —102
Writers processes all the same – 104-107
Meeting Hanna’s GF – 108-109
Chloë fired for being robbed – 110-111
Mom ADHD – 112-113
Standing blaze orders – 114
Started Marsep – 114
Worried I ran a red – 117
Dream, S. Says mrs needs names – 118-119
28/Mar/2022 – 15/Oct/2022
Solutions, Kinds – 3
Right inner fender fell off – 3
AirPods Pro – 8
MTG concert – 10
Lucid Dream – 12-15
Free Vodka experience – 20-24
Black nib – 35
the good wire – 37
‘escape from’ double feature – 43
The secret to making money online – 50
.7 Kaweco Pencil – 56
Essay on spiders ? – 62
The thing (Alamo) – 63-65
Man with no enemies – 69
Amtrak La Oly – 73-89
LA – 73-89
Smoking crack on the gold line – 104-106
Crawford, Ron Perlman type – 106-109
Vromans Periodicals JERRY – 110
Cards & Gifts Clerk – 114
Ryan Colt Levi – 118
Sasha Dentist – 121-123
contextual swoop – 41-42
15/Oct/2022 – 10/Jan/2024
One Chicken Sandiwich an hour – 3
Ugly nutcracker guy – 6-9
Drawings by Emaa and Naomi – 19
Leigh Bardugo Talk – 21-22
Work Contradictions – 23
No sleep / Mail overfull – 26
Accidentally Stole Work Phone (overnight) – 32
Told Sat is last day – 33
Met Jordan Morris! – 33
Ford – 38
Nina V.S book event – 42-44
New bev / B.J.Ho Event – 45-47
Jenny SFO – 48
PS5 – 57
Cat Names – 67
Cat Diary – 70-71
Great Film Club – 74-77
A Pown To Walk Down – 77-78
Missing the gold Line – 78-79
Mom Has a Panic Attack – 81
Rip Canon MX310 – 82
A Simple Country Mous – 82-84
HK’s Amazing Grace – 85
Rip: Grim’s Balls, Hat Band – 87
Closed Out Storage Unit – 88
Sashas Computer/elgato – 88-90
Rock Raiders – 90
Found a phone! – 91
Punjab Exodus to canada! – 95
Rudy / NBC4 – 99
Book Fair – 100-102
Videos on Objects Series Idea – 105
The Creator – 106
Guns are not as useful as Knives – 108-109
Boy & Heron – 112
Sasha’s ‘leatherman’ lost – 113
Wilmington Airport – 121-122